Sunday, February 13, 2011

still on it

So as I said one good thing for the day...And why???Because being human does give us wolverine like powers....no u cant get claws out of your fist dumbass....but yes we tend to forget the bad things that happened to us and cling on to all those happy memories....But we also get into this habit of constantly bickering and complaining about our present and try and compare it with our past or our so called past
So the one gr8 thing that happened to me today:
I slept till 11:40.....that would make nearly 12 hours of sleep 
ok parents say its not good to that but you dont really get to do that everyday....And if its a sunday of course all I personally would want to do is to sleep and so I did.....And what a heavenly feeling it was.......soooo wish we had at least 5 sundays in a week......whats wrong with wishing anyways ri8???Big day 2mrw valentines day...lovers day and all and I am goin 2 see lots of happy couples tomorrow.....so looking forward for tomorrow coz falling in love is one great feeling.....falling in love with your parents,siblings,yourself humanity as a whole and if you are lucky enough then your partner......but whoever it is loving and being loved is one irresistible feeling and for the sake of it fall in love again if not with anyone then atleast with yourself......
so best of luck and fall madly in louuuuve and me I am going to fall in love with life all over again coz

Well I see trees of green
And red roses too
I watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

Well I see skies of blue
And I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow
So pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
See friends shakin hands saying
'How do you do?'
They're really sayin,'I, I love you."

I hear babies cry
And I watch them grow
They'll know much more than we'll ever know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

Oh, someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Oh, somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dare to
Why oh why can't I...I

Ooooo,oooo,ooooo,ooooo,oooo,oooo......
yours lovingly
ViN@Y

Saturday, February 12, 2011

wts up doc???

Its been such a long time since I last wrote a blog entry that I personally would be surprised if someone is really reading this *unless of course they were threatened with their life by me* . And this i had promised myself would be one thing i would do religiously though as all my other promises this too had gone straight down the flush....But here I am writing perhaps only for myself not because I have to no... no ones out there really looking forward to what my next blog entry would be or how my life is goin on....frankly speaking sometimes life seems so pointless and so here I am sitting all alone in my room and thinking of all the stuffs thats going wrong with me....poor grades...lack of a proper social life have been trying to avoid people as much as I can mostly involuntarily (and few knowingly who really used to get on my nerves)........And I think life used to be much better.......And I remember all the great times I had with my friends...having had a best friend.....nice grades and being much more happier....Was life really that great back then???
And that brings me to the whole point of me writing todays blog....why did I suddenly feel like writing today....maybe because sitting alone feeling so pathetic about how my life is turning out did make feel like I needed to go through a process of self evaluation something i have been avoiding for very long now......And so here I am thinking about what went so wrong??? And now that i think of it maybe just maybe lifes not that bad....I mean ok have poor grades and stuff....But dude I am no idiot and I know I can make those ok.....its not like this is the first time my grades have gone down....And I remember how I failed in maths once k it was just a unit test.....yet maths became one of my strongest subjects with time.....Me thinks sometimes u have to really really face those disappointments.....coz these roller coaster rides are what makes life more of a challenge....And as far as my social life is concerned I am pretty much amused at how i do have some great friends who know me exactly well for the jerk I am and how i did use to have some old ones.....so I dont really think I am goin to change in a day or something but yes I do love each and every friend of mine though I am a bit emotionally drained and so dont know how to put it otherwise but they do mean a lot to me.....And most importantly the one thing I am most afraid of is hurting my parents because I am good...I am really good at stuff and I could and should have made my life much better but i never did.....and so here I am sitting and thinking what was the whole point of  writing this blog today and I think it has let me take off a little weight off from my heart and my head feels a lot more lighter....And I can clearly see things in a new light......I know maybe I would have to face much more disappointment but what the hell...think am ready for that....Lifes not that bad and so from here on I am goin to write one good thing that happened to me in the day at least I can try......
so here is the 1st good thing
I am alive .... sounds pretty lame right but believe me its a great deal.
And about jadoo....dont u worry u will always get ur fair share of special appearances mate.
signing off
chao... bubye.... peace 
ViN@Y